I want to feel safe.

I want to feel happy. I want to feel loved even when I'm days into a funk and I can tell that everyone wants me to just snap out of it. I want to feel like everything I've gone through doesn't make me a bad person. I want to feel like I'm not the guilty one. I want to feel like I'm not an inconvenience. I want to feel like I'm not wrong. I want to feel like this hasn't broken me. I want to feel like maybe I can come out of this a better person. I want to feel like all the pain I've gone through hasn't been for nothing. I want to feel like things will get easier. Maybe then I can feel safe.