and im not hurt, and i don't think you let me down. its a lot to ask, especially when i was as bad as i was last night. the problem is, i was trying not to bother you. you were asleep, and stressed, and i didn't want to add to that. so when i woke you up, it was because i literally didn't know what else to do. you were my last resort at feeling better. and i needed you to take care of me.
and thats hard. and i dont blame you for feeling upset. that isnt a bad thing. its human. the problem is when i go to you for support and you get upset both of us are just getting hurt. its making you feel bad, and its making me feel worse. so for both our sakes, its ok if you cant handle helping me in those situations, but i need to know that.
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