I wouldn't take it back.

It doesnt make sense, but I wouldn't take it back, I wouldn't redo anything. It made me me. I don't always like me - I don't like me a lot - but that doesn't mean that I won't someday. And there are some parts of me I do like, and there are parts of me I think I could like someday. And as much as I hate it, I wouldn't change it.