I feel so lonely.

I love my family, and it's great to see them again, but it is SO DIFFERENT from living with Tray. Here I feel immature, lazy, and like I'm not good for anything. I'm always getting nagged and yelled at. I feel so much less wanted. When Tray is upset, its usually not my fault, and I can at least get a smile. When it is my fault, its something I actually did. Here, when I try to help I upset people. I don't understand what I'm doing that's wrong. All I know is me being home doesn't help anyone. I feel excluded, different, and alone. I miss my best friend.