I want someone who knows exactly how I feel.

Not someone who can fix it. Someone who can look at me and say, I know. Not I understand how you feel, not I can relate, but I know. And I want them to tell me that this will get better, because they know. Not because "it always gets better" or because "time heals all wounds," but because they can say, "Look, I know. It sucked and it sucked and it sucked and then you had less days that sucked and then your sucky days sucked less and then you were at least mostly ok."